i wish i could b as happy as im play halo 3 or when i was happy on xbl but so far my lif is proven to be uesles and unforgiving family wont let me b happy all i do is work even if im in pain or in crutches ill be work for them i fallow orders and the family knows i will complete them. i never as for much but i still get nothing when i ask for one thing i seam to b the slave of the house because thats all do for anyone that i may call family this medicien has me flallowing oders and i cant say no to anyone my life seams to loss it happiness and i pray for its return in may of 2009 when i leave everyone behind this is my choice dont b alamed by this message nothing is going to happen i made it so far and will wait for him (more infomation on him [link]/shelbycobrachic) that is my choice to leave to fight beside him